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[Nov. 20th, 2006|02:59 pm] |
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| | rage-sleep now in the fire | ] | so my mother was telling me about, when i was a baby. she identified that i was an extremely active baby one day, then totaly inactive the next. so shes seen the family doctor about it. (this is thirty odd years ago) the doctor gave her a list of things i couldnt have in my diet( which even included normal toothpaste).. so in her infinite wisdom she choose to let me be, to see how id behave on a regular diet.. she says that they would just let me go rampaging till i was exhausted, shes says most off the time i behaved o.k..
i only found out she'd identified something in me a couple of weeks ago. i wonder about my behaviour as a child if i was told about it. i always knew that i behaved a little differently than most, but never really knew why. hindsight tells me that maybe i could have made a adjustment to my behaviour, had i have known...well atleast i could cut down the sugar intake..so i wouldn't have had to have had so many sleepless nights, manic mental obsessions flipping over and over and over again. |
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